hey ya'll
Riley got off school today and told me that he loved me it crepped me out and i hate the word love its so over used and over rated. but coming from him it made everything seem right like he really meant it.... i herd Hunter Riley's uncle say that he was falling for the wrong girl and that Riley wanst ready to have a baby to look after and that i should have gotten an abortion when i found out i was pragnant with Athena:(
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Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Monday, May 31, 2010
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my grandmothers cancer came back and they caught it to late, so now i am officially living with Jim and Riley. and yes Riley's mother hates the fact that this is happen that she has to put up with the nosey little baby. Really Athena is quiet but u no i might just make her the nosiest baby in the world naw I'm to nice and besides i like living her Athena to she just loves seeing Riley in the morning. my baby girl is to die for she's beautiful. I'm just a little bit upset about the fact that Athena will never have a "real" dad i mean she'll have Riley as a fake dad but i don't want to rune me and his friends ship and i no he likes me but he just needs to finish school and i cant have him going around school saying my girlfriend has a 3 month old baby girl. it would rune the friend ship we have and i love him for taking me in and all but he is just a little bit immature and that's great because he's still a boy and he needs to grow up but i don't want to rune the connection we have....he's great with my baby but he needs to grow up and find a real girlfriend one that doesn't have a baby and if he wants sex he can get it from her not me.... i love him like my brother....oh well say la v...
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my grandmothers cancer came back and they caught it to late, so now i am officially living with Jim and Riley. and yes Riley's mother hates the fact that this is happen that she has to put up with the nosey little baby. Really Athena is quiet but u no i might just make her the nosiest baby in the world naw I'm to nice and besides i like living her Athena to she just loves seeing Riley in the morning. my baby girl is to die for she's beautiful. I'm just a little bit upset about the fact that Athena will never have a "real" dad i mean she'll have Riley as a fake dad but i don't want to rune me and his friends ship and i no he likes me but he just needs to finish school and i cant have him going around school saying my girlfriend has a 3 month old baby girl. it would rune the friend ship we have and i love him for taking me in and all but he is just a little bit immature and that's great because he's still a boy and he needs to grow up but i don't want to rune the connection we have....he's great with my baby but he needs to grow up and find a real girlfriend one that doesn't have a baby and if he wants sex he can get it from her not me.... i love him like my brother....oh well say la v...
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Thursday, May 27, 2010
hey ya'll
its me and Athena and Riley are so cute they were sleeping on the couch when i came in the room. Riley was reading her Romeo and Juilet for english and he hates it, he said that she loved it lol well i only have a short time to wright this so Athena got her shots and Jim is sick well. Athena needs me so ttyl....
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its me and Athena and Riley are so cute they were sleeping on the couch when i came in the room. Riley was reading her Romeo and Juilet for english and he hates it, he said that she loved it lol well i only have a short time to wright this so Athena got her shots and Jim is sick well. Athena needs me so ttyl....
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Thursday, May 20, 2010
Grandmother is in a home
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it feels like its been for ever since i blogged last... I've been cleaning out grandmothers house and found some old cloths that fit Athena its amazing and they were mine at one point... its fun to find old stuff i found some old money that Riley would like... there from the 1900's its amazing Grandmother is in a home now she dosnt like it but she is to week to live on her own and i can look after her and Athena it would be to much but she gets to read my blog every day so she will no what im up to every day its really neat that she knows now to use a computer...lol but hey she wants to no what is happing with me and my life... im just chillin with Riley he got off school early so he is watching Athena with Jim... he is such a little LB though he just dont no when to quit being an asshole... but hey i love him and i love that he gave me a place to say till my mom or some one comes to get me but my mom doesnt want me to not go to school... every little thing would set her bf off and i really dont want to get hit by him... so i might just stay with Riley and Jim.... okay i only get to blog when Athena is not crying so ttyl...
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Tuesday, May 18, 2010
hey ya'll
its me again i got some good news Grandmother is going to make it they put her on some kind of drug don't no what its called but it makes her drowsy. So im still staying with Riley and Freda stays with Grandmother she's a take with u were ever u go nurse shes really funny and Grandmother seems to like her... Riley said i need to go to school but i don't want to so Jim is hiring a touter... joy she will come every day just like a I'm in a regular high school... and its do 1 subject every hour and if i need to get Athena then i can... i start next school year and it will be a good thing for me so then i can get my education just like i would with out Athena but i will miss having to get up in the morning to go to school but Jim said as soon as Athena can go to daycare is when i go to regular high school but by then i will have to go to collage lol...it should be interesting... I don't no the touters name yet Jim's trying to find one that will let me go if i need to take care of Athena and the options are very low... he said if I cant find one I'll touter you my self. to that my friends i laughed... Riley is at school he goes to an all boy school. which he hates because he has no girlfriends... and now he thinks he wont get any girls... to that i laughed as well see Riley is a good looking boy clean cut mostly for school and he has his ear pieced but i think it looks gay. i have mine done but thats cuz I'm a girl... I love when he comes home I feel like we play house and he's my boo. its really just to pass the time away and Athena loves it when he comes home but he always has home work which i did have... see i love living with Jim and Riley its just that Riley has not been getting his 8 hours of sleep with Athena and me in the same room so i just stay up all night as much as i can with my baby girl and try to keep her quiet or keep her up as much as i can so she will sleep threw the night.... Riley really needs his sleep and when Athena cry's he wakes up to try and come her down but i don't want him to i just want him to keep asleep... Jim wants me to go to the school with Athena and pick up Riley i said no but Jim said do u like living here? i laughed and agreed to pick him up after school with Athena in the stroller i will at 3:08 thats when he gets out of school... okay well u no who just woke up and its feeding time i will talk to u later!
its me again i got some good news Grandmother is going to make it they put her on some kind of drug don't no what its called but it makes her drowsy. So im still staying with Riley and Freda stays with Grandmother she's a take with u were ever u go nurse shes really funny and Grandmother seems to like her... Riley said i need to go to school but i don't want to so Jim is hiring a touter... joy she will come every day just like a I'm in a regular high school... and its do 1 subject every hour and if i need to get Athena then i can... i start next school year and it will be a good thing for me so then i can get my education just like i would with out Athena but i will miss having to get up in the morning to go to school but Jim said as soon as Athena can go to daycare is when i go to regular high school but by then i will have to go to collage lol...it should be interesting... I don't no the touters name yet Jim's trying to find one that will let me go if i need to take care of Athena and the options are very low... he said if I cant find one I'll touter you my self. to that my friends i laughed... Riley is at school he goes to an all boy school. which he hates because he has no girlfriends... and now he thinks he wont get any girls... to that i laughed as well see Riley is a good looking boy clean cut mostly for school and he has his ear pieced but i think it looks gay. i have mine done but thats cuz I'm a girl... I love when he comes home I feel like we play house and he's my boo. its really just to pass the time away and Athena loves it when he comes home but he always has home work which i did have... see i love living with Jim and Riley its just that Riley has not been getting his 8 hours of sleep with Athena and me in the same room so i just stay up all night as much as i can with my baby girl and try to keep her quiet or keep her up as much as i can so she will sleep threw the night.... Riley really needs his sleep and when Athena cry's he wakes up to try and come her down but i don't want him to i just want him to keep asleep... Jim wants me to go to the school with Athena and pick up Riley i said no but Jim said do u like living here? i laughed and agreed to pick him up after school with Athena in the stroller i will at 3:08 thats when he gets out of school... okay well u no who just woke up and its feeding time i will talk to u later!
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Sunday, May 16, 2010
1st morning cry...
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Athena is up and crying Riley has her i said take her to Jim. But Riley just said no i got it. i fed Athena already and i changed her... Xander called me hers super funny he said that he would be my baby daddy but i said that i don't need a baby daddy... i slept so good last night Athena sleeps better when Riley's around thank god he's always around lol... if ur wondering about Grandmother she's gotten worse they say she may not make it threw the night but my Grandmother is to hard headed to die and i told them that... Riley said that i should start packing to move in with him but i said to him she will make it just watch... Riley really wants me to move in then he could see me every day he'd be so happy. i love that he cares so much for me but its a little annoying some times. Athena is in my lap I'm sting cross legged. she's farting so she's smiling a lot i love her smile its so cute.... my baby is just a doll and i would do anything for her :). idk what i would do if i gave her away or had an abortion then i wouldn't have this perfect daughter. sure it was hard at first but i got the hang of things her dipper changes and her feedings. every thing else just came naturally like the mothering and the who not to let hold my baby. Athena Aphrodite Black is just a gift from god and not a cures she makes anyone smile... even me and i don't smile easily. and no im not Emo... im a Little Mommy <3
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Athena is up and crying Riley has her i said take her to Jim. But Riley just said no i got it. i fed Athena already and i changed her... Xander called me hers super funny he said that he would be my baby daddy but i said that i don't need a baby daddy... i slept so good last night Athena sleeps better when Riley's around thank god he's always around lol... if ur wondering about Grandmother she's gotten worse they say she may not make it threw the night but my Grandmother is to hard headed to die and i told them that... Riley said that i should start packing to move in with him but i said to him she will make it just watch... Riley really wants me to move in then he could see me every day he'd be so happy. i love that he cares so much for me but its a little annoying some times. Athena is in my lap I'm sting cross legged. she's farting so she's smiling a lot i love her smile its so cute.... my baby is just a doll and i would do anything for her :). idk what i would do if i gave her away or had an abortion then i wouldn't have this perfect daughter. sure it was hard at first but i got the hang of things her dipper changes and her feedings. every thing else just came naturally like the mothering and the who not to let hold my baby. Athena Aphrodite Black is just a gift from god and not a cures she makes anyone smile... even me and i don't smile easily. and no im not Emo... im a Little Mommy <3
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